Collective Chaos

Sometimes I wake up with this sense of urgency to get to places I don’t even know yet but I keep searching. It’s kind of like the rabbit in Alice in Wonderland, that internally keeps telling himself he’s late, but isn’t sure where he needs to be.

Sounds familiar? Well, the last couple of weeks have been like that for me. Filled with stress over the problems I need to solve, anxiety about the upcoming projects and a lot of not knowing where I need to be and/or why I feel I’m late.

Then I remember that God has its perfect timing and we are all exactly where we need to be. This gives me confidence to trust his pace, trust his challenges and trust myself to be brave enough to overcome anything that comes my way.

I know time is an illusion so I understand this sense of rush is in my head too, but what really carries me on moving forward is the realization of being always guided by some divine force that’s bigger than me and my thoughts.

That’s when I find peace again and it feels like a hug that takes me back home to myself. At the end of the day, it’s a nice reminder that everything I go through is just an opportunity to get wisdom from and wisdom is all I’m planning to take with me when my time comes.